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27 May 2005 goin' out of my head
From: cecilia sophia Date: May 27, 2005 4:13 AM Subject: till there was you It was fascination, I know And it might have ended right then at the start Just a passing glance, just a brief romance And I might have gone on my way empty-hearted It was fascination, I know Seeing you alone with the moonlight above Then I touched your hand and next moment I kissed you Fascination turned to love... hi everyone! thanks very much again for the poignant words/emails/msgs/calls, it feels so good knowing that i also bring a smile to someone's face (esp when needed :) i also wish the best for all. i have to be up early (ppl are actually wondering how i sleep verrryyyyy late and still wake up early... do that for a week and you'll be doing it for yrs, ha!) i went shopping a couple days ago, i know, it must be every girl's aphrodisiac but my mission that day was a necessity, not the "paris hilton-throw-the-darn-money-away" kind. i actually blogged about this but it was just so funny i'm gonna email it. i was putting on a nice baby pink tank top when i heard a woman in the next room moaning and groaning, i was stifling my laughter to hear what was going on... "oooohhhh... aaahhhh.... ooohh... it's killing me..." -- nope, it isnt what u guys think it is, u bad u jk :) the tortured soul was either giddy that she finally found the right clothes to wear, or was hyperventilating coz they didnt fit. and i wondered, wow i mean, some women really go through extremes to be noticed. cant blame them too... can u picture a size 4 wearing size 0 or a size 14 wearing size 10? dont try to understand, some things are better left alone *sigh* anyway, my teenage cousins are planning to come and visit soon, i feel like maria in "the sound of music" eversince i've heard of the plan from my aunts. i'm very fond of my little *ahem they dont wanna be called that* "younger" cousins but how does one entertain teens these days -- teens as young as 13 -- in a sophisticated, kid-unfriendly environment?? my girl cousin who's a shopaholic specifically told me in many of her emails and phone calls that she wants to go on a shopping spree in new york... tch tch. by the time i was done reading her last email, i had to pick myself up on the floor. and what about the boys? (the other is sporting a rebellious image) the boys would need some entertainment, too. apparently, they also want a "slumber party" while here... my heart jumps to my throat when i think of what to do :p oh well... i miss them, though. i've been reading motivational books to prepare for their short visit lol ... um, let's see, this is something i wanna share with everyone as well: The worst possible thing you can do is to fail to make a decision at all... There is only so much time you can spend in deliberation. Yes, you have to make sure the decision is your own and not someone else's opinion. Yes, you have to weigh the benefits and liabilities and determine if the decision is right for you. But eventually you need to act. One of life's greatest tragedies is to arrive at the end of your journey and realize you could have done more, laugh harder, played more intensely, and lived more vivaciously if only you had taken the day by the throat and steered it the way you wanted to go, if only you had made a concious decision about what you wanted to do. (excerpt from "Maximize the Moment, TD Jakes) omg this is a very long email! gotta go and i'll update u guys again (stop shuddering :) take care and *yawn* sweet dreams. God bless. all my love. |
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